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The truest beauty...
concealed
The deepest affection...
kept under wraps
The most amazing experiences...
hidden
When will this charade end?...
these secrets will eventually grow old...
Until then...I shout it to the world, but only when no one else can hear
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| I wear my heart on my sleeve.
It’s easier access for you to bend it until it breaks.
Another victory won for you.
But it isn’t you that is at stake.
Lucky you. You got to see me fall so deep
Go ahead; pretend to be my savior. Tell me you can save me.
Please save me the heartache and be true to me
It’s bad enough I have to see your beautiful face everyday.
Tonight I will call you and tell you how much I love you.
You will say “sorry, but you put me through this before, and now it is your turn.”
Then I will cry as you hold me in your arms, the place where I belong.
...You love seeing me like this.
I deserve this pain for all I put you through, right?
I was always the happy one, right?
And you know exactly how I feel, right?
Wrong. I have put myself in enough pain mutilating myself because of you.
I was the depressed, sad, and sorry one and you have no idea how that feels.
I am no longer a part of your life. No matter what you promised, I am invisible to you.
You don’t miss my hard ways and my dull personality.
You don’t miss my dysfunctional family, and my mom’s healthy food.
You have a new love, who has a great family that isn’t difficult to get to know,
Who will take you away from me on Christmas Day, despite what you promised me.
So here we are…
Promises broken…
Truths proven to be lies…
Hearts broken…
And my ability to trust…Gone.
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I fell in love with your eyes,
Your laughter and your smile,
You loved my light brown hair,
My humor and my style.
I loved the way you held me,
When we were all alone,
You loved the way I kissed,
My lips so perfect with your own.
I loved the way you touched my cheek,
To wipe away my tears,
You loved the way my touch was soft,
Helping forget your unshown fears.
I loved the way you smelled,
So sensitive yet strong,
You loved it when I fell asleep,
In your arms where I belonged.
I loved it when you kissed my eyes,
So soft and always slow,
You loved the way I looked at you,
My blue-green eyes aglow.
I loved the way you held my hand,
To keep me safe and warm,
You loved the way I kept you close,
To keep you from all harm.
I fell out of love with your anger,
Your rage and your billowing fire,
You stopped loving my occasionally hard ways,
The heart you once desired.
I gave up on your unwillingness to talk,
Your tendence to push me away,
You cringed at my frequent unhappiness,
And the stormy stares I cast somedays.
I cried when you wouldn’t hold me,
Because I no longer twinkled in your eye,
You hated that I lost my ambition,
And no longer wished to fly.
We loved each other for multiple reasons,
All were those that made us shine,
But now we don’t have that desire and love,
But Ill always be a part of your heart, and you a part of mine.
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I think about this feeling in my heart that I keep
I close my eyes but still I see
A picture of tomorrow with you and me
I don't know why I feel this way
I try to come up with the right words to say
To express myself, to show what's inside
My thoughts of you I don't want to hide
The magic I feel when I'm with you
Something that seems too good to be true
What if we were really meant to be
I wonder if you'll ever fall in love with me?
Only time can tell if this thing's for real
The happiness that you and I feel
But I care for you, and I'm falling in love
Tell me, is this a gift or a test from above?
~yeah..so this is about the most dorkiest thing i have ever written!
hehe it is so DEEP! haha just kidding...I was just thinking about
someone while I was writing my speech and took a break to write a
freakin awesome poem! 
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